MeraniiZaynOushima

so ah ive been doing a bit of elemental creation via portraits of people. i havent really found anyone for air and earth but i do have one for fire and water. but still looking for more people. so secretbravery was very kind to let me use her image for the fire elemental. its still a W.I.P.

so i cut my hair, the damaged pieces. i still have to re-color and bleach. blue and purple im hoping
things seem to be ok .. im glad for that. may god ever be there watching over us all.

            So it's been since November 7th of 2012 since ive written a journal and well been on deviantart i think. Horrible yes i know, but now im back for a while. i have just completed my exams and assignments as well my major project (database for a company (real) coding and the paper business basis). i have for the first time in 2 years, 4 months off. i have missed so very much the opportunity to draw and write. i hope that i am still ok (which is still bleh) at it.
            what a laugh i'll say. but still im some distant corner of my mind at all times i am happy as can be. life is full of untold opportunities and yet i am always down in the dust. i wish my family wasnt like that. always fighting everyday. horrid things always happening. my body and mind stressed so badly that ive gotten so very sick. puking way to much.

so my friggin scanner has been down for ages. so ive resorted to taking images of my art.
also im frustrated....like dafaq!!!!!!!
totally stressed out. i really wish i wasnt me atm :/

its been months............
since about 17 july i think since ive signed into deviant art.
even though many ideas pop into my head to draw, my abilities cant suffice .
also.....my hair is now pink, purple, orange with a tint of blonde and red.
and it was done by me o yeah!!!!!!......